*laugh my ass off*
yes, unfortunately, that would be me. saw the thread with me and all the zwan members huh. tis most embarrassing, but they are all so damn cute! i loved zwan even more than sp. *knows people will throw things at me for saying that* but its true. i never met such a nice group of people in my whole life! ... cept billy of course. but yknow, he's billy.

- he said it best when he said i'm not the messiah, i'm just some jerk from the midwest.

someone asked him to sign once and he said no, and they said but jimmy signed it! and he said jimmy's much nicer than me. and its true.

but i still love him very dearly. he's been very kind to me sometimes. very rotten too sometimes. but also nice. i told him at the cd release party number 50 was coming up, and asked him if he was gonna make me a cake. and he said no, i'm gonna bring you up onstage and kick you in the butt all around the stage. and he's prolly mean enough to do it!

but i ignored him and said you're gonna sing me a song? and i've been in the front row many many many times. and he said, "i've been singing you songs for years." and that just stopped me, becuase i realized how golden it was and true, and such a blessing. he is very kind sometimes. 8)