i almost od'd on e friday night, and was kinda freaked out by it, i took 20 tabs and got my heart pumping really really fast, but i was able to calm down before i asked for the "official" ride to the hospital...

anyways, coming down, thinking about how and why i would do that, and i just thought id let you guys have a stab at this episode of my life, cause i still dont know what to think

ps. last time i did e was seven months ago, one tab

Everyone has a turning point, and thats when you know its time to grow up and leave that stuff behind.

I hope you're feeling better.

hahaha suck shit!! really your friends didnt say how bad itd be if u took that many??? i take speed sometimes to keep me awake at work which is a recent thing but ive never really taken drugs for recreation, and i only take a bit, the first time u do lots is always tragic but now i cant justify coming down unless ive made some cash. unless its coke, which is expensive even for the mediocre shit. u fuckin tool lol (KNOW BETTER NXT TIME) and u know that if u do shit fo long enough you can at worst gain a nice case of psycosis OR just become perpetually depressed. not nice. drugs are bad Mmkay? i bet u feel like james does right now?

Its just a setback. But be careful. Hopefully its put you off doing it again.

SP Love brother - I'm glad ur ok. Take a lesson from Jimmy:

The drugs don't make u a rockin' guy, being a rockin' guy makes u a DRUG!

glad to hear that it wasn't as serious as it could have been. hopefully u feel okay

hah, my throat is fucked right up from smoking lights all that night, too high to notice, i was just feeling bad the day after, which i slept most away, and now im back to good, i definately wont be taking that many again, maybe just like five at the most, and not for awhile

ruby your too hardcore

Even five sounds crazy to me. I did 1/2 of one once and it was one of the worst experiences of my life. *shudder*

Go easy on yourself, dude!

Trillian link=topic=1976.msg32730#msg32730 date=1187657262]
Even five sounds crazy to me. I did 1/2 of one once and it was one of the worst experiences of my life. *shudder*

Go easy on yourself, dude!


lol what was so bad about it? why would you only take half? thats like taking half a tylenol, its not gonna do anything.

Dude - the question is why would you take 20???

yteah link=topic=1976.msg32735#msg32735 date=1187660989]
I am laughing out loud. what was so bad about it? why would you only take half? thats like taking half a tylenol, its not gonna do anything.


Despite it coming from a friend, I think our dosages were laced with something else because I got very sick and by the end of the night, felt like my brain was swallowing itself. Maybe it's because I'm a skinny girl it affected me different but yeah, I have no intentions of doing THAT again.

Shrooms on the other hand, haha ....

Believe link=topic=1976.msg32748#msg32748 date=1187700879]
Dude - the question is why would you take 20???


basically i took twenty cause they were free... and i was takin em the whole night, say... 5,3,1,5,3,3... not all one gulp. just when i finally got a moment, i noticed my chest hurt

Just a hypothetical question.

well, at least ur okay

twenty??
holy shit.. im thinking of taking a 1/2 but im even scared to do that..
my bf takes 2 when ever he pings, and thats enough for him.

last night i took five and had some beers and some hoots, fuck i had to sleep by a dryer that was on, and holy shit, i was bombing and the zipper scratches in the dryer sounded like the (s's h's f's th's) from someone talking, and half asleep i had to check if anyone was really there, i dont know if i was sleepy or way too fucked, probly sleepy cause i only had three hours last last night... but still, im hearing voices, hahaha

iunno, i dont think id ever get addicted to any drugs, i just like to trip out once in awhile, i dont even smoke up with my friends when they do, just a weekend thing that i can go without if i dont wanna, im still firstly addicted to music